“Being an adult isn’t stressful. It can have stressful moments.” – Kayra Clouden

My current feeling about life is very positive, very open to possibilities, also kinda confused and randomized. I’m just shook. So far in my life positive things have been happening to me. There’s been an abundance of opportunities. Everything I ever thought of is actually happening. So It’s like Ok I might as well be positive about everything that i want. But then it’s like I’m shook because the things I want are also happening and the realization that it’s not just in my head and that it can be in the world is surprising. I started a web series, I started Adulting series. I just thought i was going to pick up my iPhone and make some videos and put them on Youtube that pertain to adulting things, but then I got a team. I didnt think that so many people would be willing to be a part of my idea for free or with just no other reason than that they liked my idea. We got to our goal for crowdfunding. I feel like large numbers make people scared. Adulting is basically going through adulthood by yourself. It’s handling money. It’s going to work. It’s buying clothes. It’s being consistently accountable for all of the actions in your adult life and I feel like I’ve been doing that all along with no guidance since college and I was always complaining about it like ‘i really have to go to work right now or like ugh that bill is due. There is no transitional period between not doing it and doing it. Kayra Clouden,  Washington Heights NY.